Rest in Peace
Billy Jacob Billfurd.

2/27/94-11/1/08

Dude I really miss you. Its driving me insane! It really is. I just want to be able to talk to you again. I don’t care what it is! I just need to talk to you.
I wish you would of told me what was going on. Maybe I could of stopped you. Or maybe I couldnt. But it would of made a difference to me. My whole world has gone downhill. God Billy. Just...uhh! I don’t even know how to explain this. I wish you knew how I feel right now. With you being gone well, I just done know.
You were an extremely amazing person. Always so nice to me. Always told me that I was gorgeous, pretty, beautiful. It made me feel so happy. It really did. Even if you were just trying to be nice. I loved getting messages or comments or anything from you. It always made me soo soo happy. It always made me happy when I talked to you. It really did.
Billy, god do I miss you. You were such a great guy! One of those rare people that you don’t search for, you just happen upon. Just like you, haha.=] I remember the day I got the friend request. I just looked at your picture and thought, wow im gonna love this kid forever. And I do. Always will. You were my best friend. I don’t think im ever gonna get over this. I wont let it go, even if everyone tells me I have to. I wont, I refuse to. I don’t wanna forget about you. I never want to.
I really really wish that you told me what was going on. I could of prevented this. But I guess everything happens for a reason...
I just wanted to let you know that I love you a lot. More than you think. And that miss you sooo much that I swear I’ve gone mad. Well I guess this is my final goodbye Billy...